I just started gathering some information about a group called Access Consciousness (www.accessconsciousness.com) that was reintroduced to me by my soul sister Leslie (we get the crazy, magical, metaphysical, “what if” sides to each other’s personalities). I went to the Access Consciousness website and recognized one of the practitioner’s names (www.rikkazimmerman.com) who I had heard last year on www.healingwiththemasters.com and had really liked what she was saying and her overall bubbly energy. So, I started reading a book by her and another by Dr. Dain Heer. I would check them out and see if it resonates with you at all and if not check back a little later because things might change. They also have some things posted on you tube. Just see if it FEELS light to you, if it makes you FEEL a little better–not if you *think* it’s true or not. I’m not saying don’t be a skeptic, I’m saying to be open-minded and notice how your body feels when listening/reading/watching the information.